I look in the mirror and what do I see,
I see me but a different me a more happier me,
Now I’m sad and empty shell hollow,
I feel nothing, I’m numb, and I hear nothing,
My life was happy when he was in it,

He made me smile and I him,
We hugged and kissed,
I could breathe, now I have a gaping hole in my chest,
Where he used to be,
I have no idea how I hold myself together

But I do
But lately I’ve been feeling better
Because of my personal sun, my Jacob
But my heart still yearns for him, my Edward